Friday, 9 October 2009

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I have a very important exam next week and should study really hard this coming week. Mr.B is not with me these days and his absence has started since yesterday. This is not the first time that he's away but I feel so fragile and lonely from the moment he left...I can actually start to cry any time and any where about any thing that I hear, read or see that involves a little bit emotion.
I was so in rush yesterday that I did not notice I closed the door while his key was in the lock and the moment that I tried to lock the door I realized that. I had to leave and the time that I would be back home was around 10 p.m. I left any way but it went fine at the end and I wasn't homeless last night.
One of my friends' homepage in Facebook suddenly disappeared, she was very active during the election and I got this very bad feeling what if something bad has happened to her. I sent her an email, she replied she was fine but numbers of her friends got arrested and were asked to open their FB pages and give information about their FB's friends and how they know each other...Thank God she was fine, she might get arrested, she was thinking about her friends' safety, I cried.
Next week I'll be happier I think. Next week I'll have a very dear friend coming over for 2 days from England. Last time that we met was the time that we were about to leave Iran to Libya and she was on her short visit to Iran and last time that we had one of our long talks was almost 9 years ago. Next week Mr.B will come back.

4 comments:

Hiva said...

Behi junam have fun with good friends,
party every night till Mr Behi comes back ;) :d
I wish I could stay with you overnight like those years...
Cheeerrss

Nava said...

As Scarlett used to say in "Gone with the wind", and with some relevant alterations: "Next week is another week" ;)

Enchanted Soul said...

Behi jan,
Take good care of yourself and try not to expose yourself to bad news. As you said, I'm sure everything will get better soon.

Roots and Wings said...

I'm thinking of you and hoping you are not too lonely. You are not alone.